Blessings on you and yours. May your new relationship with your father guide your path, it is always nice to have another angel in heaven rooting for us...Love and light to you.
I love you, too, sweetie. That would be cool... It's just that it's hard to feel that he's completely gone... like I've been feeling him around... still.
It's a hard line to walk, denial, grief, and currently trying to put something together about Dad's life on a deadline, from odd sources, as my Stepmother is too deep in grief, and too far away to help me right now...
Life is almost never just one thing, which is I suppose, in many cases a good thing.
Trying to smile and laugh when I can... amidst grief, while striving for peace, and the need to be motivated for so many things that will not wait.
This thing of Grief is a strange surreal and ever-changing organism... and difficult for me to allow to occupy the same space as Dad... and yet, most times they exist together. Just luckily, not always.
Blessings on you and yours. May your new relationship with your father guide your path, it is always nice to have another angel in heaven rooting for us...Love and light to you.
ReplyDeleteCirce - I am so sorry for your loss. Please know that I will continue sending much love to you and yours - and will keep some candles lit.
ReplyDeletethank you, everyone
ReplyDeleteoh gosh, girl. i am just now seeing this.
ReplyDeletemy heart is full for you. i wish i could take away the sadness...
maybe he'll hang with my dad. they can finally meet and talk about how much they love their daughters. : )
xo
i love you.
I love you, too, sweetie. That would be cool... It's just that it's hard to feel that he's completely gone... like I've been feeling him around... still.
ReplyDeleteLet's talk soon... I miss you!
xom
Dear Circe,
ReplyDeleteI just saw this now, I am so sorry, my heart goes out to you.
Love
Noreen.
Thank you, Noreen. I appreciate it.
ReplyDeleteIt's a hard line to walk, denial, grief, and currently trying to put something together about Dad's life on a deadline, from odd sources, as my Stepmother is too deep in grief, and too far away to help me right now...
Life is almost never just one thing, which is I suppose, in many cases a good thing.
Trying to smile and laugh when I can... amidst grief, while striving for peace, and the need to be motivated for so many things that will not wait.
Peace & Love to you, and thanks again.
So sorry to hers, dear heart.
ReplyDeleteThere are no words really, are there?
Thank you, Ciara.
ReplyDeleteThis thing of Grief is a strange surreal and ever-changing organism... and difficult for me to allow to occupy the same space as Dad... and yet, most times they exist together. Just luckily, not always.
Thank you for coming over. Stop by any time.
:)