Monday, April 20, 2009

Virginia Tech... April 16, 2007















When I moved to this house, I planted tulips in two colors, already blooming, for our house warming party; orange, and deep lilac purple. They looked great, though a cheat to plant already blooming bulbs! The next four years, the deer would munch them down to the earth, and it would be as if they were never planted. No blooms. April 16, 2007, I spied one tulip bloom in the spot where I had planted the others; the first ever to come up. Yet this blossom was not pure orange as were the originals, nor was it purple. You can see for yourself; they are orange with a reddish-purple stripe. April 16, 2007 was the day of the Virginia Tech Shootings. I carried the sole bloom to the memorial service, meaning to at some point, but never actually sharing the story of this lone flower with the family whose grief I shared.
The next year, and on the very same day, this plant produced one bi-colored flower, in the colors of Virginia Tech. This year, on the second anniversary of the event, another single flower, which was joined by a second bloom just a few days later.
Note: I'm told Reema means, "little deer".


Last week marked the second anniversary of the tragedy at Virginia Tech. The event that took place shook the world, not just the college community. For us, we are still greatly shaken. My son's dear wonderful teacher of 2 years lost her beautiful light filled daughter in the senseless acts of that day... Reema, we miss you. I still can scarcely bear the sadness the loss of this singular life brings, how to bear the rest? So many others lost family, many of them also from my area. So many people I know have attended or will have their children attend VT. And the Hokies have always been a stand out when it comes to being an extremely close knit school community... I am not a Hokie, however, "We are all Hokies today." My tears preempt any sagacity or eloquence, so I will leave you with the words of convocation, We are Virginia Tech, by poet and Professor of English Literature at Virginia Tech, Nikki Giovanni:

We Are Virginia Tech
by Nikki Giovanni



We are Virginia Tech.
We are sad today, and we will be sad for quite a while. We are not moving on, we are embracing our mourning.
We are Virginia Tech.
We are strong enough to stand tall tearlessly, we are brave enough to bend to cry, and we are sad enough to know that we must laugh again.
We are Virginia Tech.
We do not understand this tragedy. We know we did nothing to deserve it, but neither does a child in Africa dying of AIDS, neither do the invisible children walking the night away to avoid being captured by the rogue army, neither does the baby elephant watching his community being devastated for ivory, neither does the Mexican child looking for fresh water, neither does the Appalachian infant killed in the middle of the night in his crib in the home his father built with his own hands being run over by a boulder because the land was destabilized. No one deserves a tragedy.
We are Virginia Tech.
The Hokie Nation embraces our own and reaches out with open heart and hands to those who offer their hearts and minds. We are strong, and brave, and innocent, and unafraid. We are better than we think we are and not quite what we want to be. We are alive to the imaginations and the possibilities. We will continue to invent the future through our blood and tears and through all our sadness.
We are the Hokies.
We will prevail.We will prevail.We will prevail.
We are Virginia Tech.

7 comments:

  1. Dear Circe,

    What an unspeakable tragedy this was. I am so terribly, terribly sorry your family was effected by this.

    The tulips - there is something difficult to put into words. I think we are often reminded that something greater and better is at work in the purest little ways? It helps to know this in light of certain realities that can be truly overwhelming, at times. We need those little reminders that all is not lost and that we are not without our oft-silent, higher protectors.

    Powerful words by Nikki Giovanni, by the way...

    My thoughts are with you and yours.

    Many, many hugs,
    Amanda

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  2. Thank you, Amanda...

    Yes, I believe this too. And feel so lucky to be in those places at the right time or frame of mind to receive the gifts that are those reminders. Lord knows we need them from time to time and through it all.

    Joseph Samaha, Reema's father is one of few to comment with any sympathy on the gunman-- his family... on the loss of his life. He said they grieve with his family--they "also lost a son..." I'm amazed and awed at that family at their love and spirit even amidst crushing grief... (not just on the news, but even today, when I see how her mother, Mona, is here present and yet in grief, back at work...surrounded by children that can only be so very difficult and frequent reminder of her own children)and it only makes the loss of Reema and all her world changing potential that much more difficult for me.

    Thanks for being there.

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  3. Dear Circe - A candle is lit for Reema, here.

    I’m sending many prayers and hugs as, honestly, words just can’t suffice.

    Amanda

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  4. Thank you so very much, Amanda.

    I will pass that along, too, Reema's Mother and family.


    :)

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  5. Today, I woke up searching for something...something to help make it through this 3rd anniversary...and I believe the story of your tulips will do just that.

    I knew Reema as well...I was a sophomore at Virginia Tech in 2007 and am a member of Phi Sigma Pi, the honor fraternity Reema's brother, Omar, is also in. So the fact that I landed on your blog from the google image search "we will prevail virginia tech" was a delightful surprise, yet no surprise at all. It's clear I was meant to stumble upon this page because it brought both a tear to my eye and a smile to my heart...sadness, accompanied by a joyful reflection on the beauty of the world and the beautiful lives lived by the 32 lost.

    Thank you for sharing your story and for remembering...

    I'll be holding on to the thought of your Hokie tulips...and perhaps today will be the day they decide to bloom once again <3

    With love,

    Carla

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  6. Today, I woke up searching for something...something to help make it through this 3rd anniversary...and I believe the story of your tulips will do just that.

    I knew Reema as well...I was a sophomore at Virginia Tech in 2007 and am a member of Phi Sigma Pi, the honor fraternity Reema's brother, Omar, is also in. So the fact that I landed on your blog from the google image search "we will prevail virginia tech" was a delightful surprise, yet no surprise at all. It's clear I was meant to stumble upon this page because it brought both a tear to my eye and a smile to my heart...sadness, accompanied by a joyful reflection on the beauty of the world and the beautiful lives lived by the 32 lost.

    Thank you for sharing your story and for remembering...

    I'll be holding on to the thought of your Hokie tulips...and perhaps today will be the day they decide to bloom once again <3

    With love,

    Carla

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  7. Dear Carla,

    Thank you so much for your kind comments-- I'd been thinking about this for the past several weeks, in the corners of my mind. But, with a child home sick for the past 4 weeks, today has creeped up on me.

    Today, I can only hope and pray that broken hearts are still beating, healing, however inexplicably, and that the love and prayers generated by these losses, that the memory of those lost and the positive effects of their contributions given and of those that were cut short before they might be given, radiate out into the wide world and surround us. Teach us. Heal us. Protect and guide us. Ever after.

    Strangely, the tulips bloomed early this year-- first time ever, since the way they began that day. And they are, even more strangely still, a different color.

    Perhaps, just perhaps, change is good.

    xo

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